Resting Here With Me

Sushi...

Sat, 08 Sep 2012 21:18:36 -0400

I’ve had a horrible stomach virus for the last few days. I FINALLY feel better and today I ate normal food and handled it fine, so is it weird that I seriously want some sushi right now?? lol hmm… I’ll let you know how it goes.

RANT

Sat, 08 Sep 2012 21:16:32 -0400

Sometimes I get legitimately sickened by the “have to’s” of society… I don’t want to work for the rest of my life, I don’t want to be “responsible” constantly. I want to be able to get a massive tattoo and a pretty purple streak in my hair and still be able to get a worthwhile job. I want to be able to go to school and concentrate on only school. I want the world not to revolve around money. I want to travel the world, I want to spend time with my loved ones, I want to do whatever the HELL I want to do.

but instead… I will go to work 5 days a week at a job that i’m not crazy about. I will continue busting my ass to go to and pay ford graduate school. I will worry about money constantly because it’s hard not to, and I will continue being responsible because thats what you have to do.

Sorry for the Debbie Downer Rant!!

-RHWM

Photo

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 23:08:19 -0500

We’re silly :)

Wed, 02 Nov 2011 23:13:42 -0400

We’re silly :)

I’m so unbelievably in love with this guy. :) luckiest...

Wed, 02 Nov 2011 23:12:59 -0400

I’m so unbelievably in love with this guy. :) luckiest girl in the world!

Today

Tue, 11 Oct 2011 01:44:14 -0400

Woke up with a horrid pain in my side. The way it’s moving and the feeling of frequently needing to pee makes me 97% sure that it’s yet another kidney stone. :( this will be 3 in two years. At least this one isn’t as horrible as the last two. The pain is relatively bearably and I didn’t feel it until it was pretty low. Hopefully I can pass it without getting hospitalized. I’ll definitely be calling my urologist tomorrow.

I’ve already taken a hyrdo and a muscle relaxer and I’m still awake. It sucks and breathing hurts.

Say a prayer for me.

:) we were super tired, but I’m glad that I finally got a...

Tue, 11 Oct 2011 01:38:41 -0400

:) we were super tired, but I’m glad that I finally got a pic of us. I heart him :D

Blessed

Sun, 09 Oct 2011 04:44:20 -0400

I’m falling in love, and I’m not scared at all.
:)

Truth.

Thu, 06 Oct 2011 12:41:02 -0400

“Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.”
— Josephine Hart (via filthyandfine)

I definitely consider myself damaged. I don’t think that damaged is necessarily a negative thing though. This quote makes perfect sense to me. I’ve been through very hard times, and I’ve survived. I will keep surviving.
God doesn’t give you things you can’t handle. Despite how it sometimes may seem sometimes.

So guess what...

Wed, 28 Sep 2011 20:29:53 -0400

I have a boyfriend :) Facebook legit and all lol.

This may sound dumb,

Mon, 26 Sep 2011 23:45:08 -0400

but in the last year I’ve had to deal with the most horrible occurrences. Worst of all being that I lost my mom. Even though I cover it up with a smile I’ve been very sad and angry inside. I truly believed that everything in my life had been tainted. Until this happened. I met a boy who made me start to feel again. He makes me smile. He makes me giggle. And he makes me feel special and important. I am so thankful that I met him, I have never felt so right about anything. It’s scary, but amazing all at the same time. I probably sound like a loserface, but idc, because it’s been a long time since my smiles were real and not superficial.
-RHWM

Right Now

Sun, 25 Sep 2011 19:40:12 -0400

Right now I am sitting in my bed, still in my pajamas mind you, avoiding doing homework. I hate that I procrastinate, but seriously, I have no motivation to get this crap done!

Friday night I saw Maroon 5, Train, and Matt Nathanson in Dallas, it was FANTASTIC! I had so much fun! I danced my ass off, and I got to touch the lead singer of Train! AHHHH! :)

Last night I went to the rodeo, yeehaw, lol. I went with my bestie, her fiance, and my adorable love interest. lol. I don’t know what to call him. I don’t think that he is my boyfriend yet, but we are both very clear on the fact that we are only dating each other. hmmm. you know what is the most funny thing about this whole “boyfriend/non boyfriend” situation?? I don’t care. I don’t care at all that we aren’t labeled. All I care about is how amazing this guy is. He makes me feel so comfortable and beautiful and special. I’m telling you, something is different with this one. There is a part of me that is scared to death, but i’m scared because I don’t feel like I need to be. that probably doesn’t make any sense, but honestly, I really feel like I can trust him. I really hope this all doesn’t blow up in my face because if i does it will probably break my heart into a million pieces.

I’m trying not to do my whole overthinking and quadruple assessing every situation thing that i do. i’m really just trying to take this as it comes and enjoy how amazing it is. wish me luck!

I guess that I am going to get my lazy ass into gear and start this damn test.

xoxo

-RestingHereWithMe

Work

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 13:51:41 -0400

Same fucking shit, different fucking day. I haven’t had a day this bad in like 2 months. I new it wasn’t going to last though. Right back to the same bull shit at work as before.

Happy!

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 03:55:50 -0400

I honestly don’t think that I’ve ever been this happy or comfortable with someone. He’s so beyond amazing. I seriously hit the jackpot. I absolutely adore this boy. :)
-RHWM

This boy this boy.

Thu, 15 Sep 2011 02:28:43 -0400

So this weekend he’s taking me for a picnic, and apparently an acoustic guitar may be involved. :)

Seriously, this boy is going to steal my heart… And I just might let him.

I didn’t know that these kind of guys existed anymore.

-RHWM

Photo

Mon, 12 Sep 2011 15:17:53 -0400

My tummy hurts.

Sun, 11 Sep 2011 23:39:57 -0400

Other than that I had a fantastic weekend. :)
Friday: hung out with my sissyboo and watched movies.
Saturday: hung out with Brit, listened to some pretty rad bands, and got to see this boy who is slowly starting to warm this icy heart of mine lol.
Sunday: church with Brit, great lunch, great nap, then watched the TrueBlood finale with my lovely friend.
:) now I’m going to find a movie and lay in bed. If I didn’t have to go to work tomorrow it would be pretty perfect!
-RHWM

So...

Sun, 11 Sep 2011 04:57:03 -0400

This boy is pretty amazing :)
Night tumblr
-RHWM

"When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are..."

Fri, 09 Sep 2011 20:14:21 -0400

““When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.””

- Neil Gaiman (via harmoniam)
This is fantastic

Hmmm...

Thu, 08 Sep 2011 23:51:16 -0400

Cuddling would be the most fantastic thing in the world right now.