Well, to explain my emo post earlier… we went to the bank today about a home loan, the woman approved us and gave us our approval letter and told us she’d call us when the paperwork was ready to be signed. We are getting ready to make an offer when she calls and says she made a mistake and we aren’t approved. Ugh. I’m so upset and I’m trying my best to remember that everything happens for a reason. Hopefully we can figure something out. They are supposed to check and see if some other loan will work..Prayers appreciatd.
I’ve had a horrible stomach virus for the last few days. I FINALLY feel better and today I ate normal food and handled it fine, so is it weird that I seriously want some sushi right now?? lol hmm… I’ll let you know how it goes.
Sometimes I get legitimately sickened by the “have to’s” of society… I don’t want to work for the rest of my life, I don’t want to be “responsible” constantly. I want to be able to get a massive tattoo and a pretty purple streak in my hair and still be able to get a worthwhile job. I want to be able to go to school and concentrate on only school. I want the world not to revolve around money. I want to travel the world, I want to spend time with my loved ones, I want to do whatever the HELL I want to do.
but instead… I will go to work 5 days a week at a job that i’m not crazy about. I will continue busting my ass to go to and pay ford graduate school. I will worry about money constantly because it’s hard not to, and I will continue being responsible because thats what you have to do.
Sorry for the Debbie Downer Rant!!
We’re silly :)
I’m so unbelievably in love with this guy. :) luckiest girl in the world!
Woke up with a horrid pain in my side. The way it’s moving and the feeling of frequently needing to pee makes me 97% sure that it’s yet another kidney stone. :( this will be 3 in two years. At least this one isn’t as horrible as the last two. The pain is relatively bearably and I didn’t feel it until it was pretty low. Hopefully I can pass it without getting hospitalized. I’ll definitely be calling my urologist tomorrow.
I’ve already taken a hyrdo and a muscle relaxer and I’m still awake. It sucks and breathing hurts.
Say a prayer for me.
:) we were super tired, but I’m glad that I finally got a pic of us. I heart him :D